Sunday, November 07, 2004

i can never finish my complain.. haha.. yesterday went orchard with vanessa... den seen her god-bro from net... he ish sooooo cute... 14 nia... he toks abit like my brother oso... lol... kids... den i feel so old... but after tat den i realise he thought i am 15... pro sia...
den after tat she met her net friend.. the other one sux... den we went to some billard place with them... tat place sux... i wont step in there again...
hai... den yest oso went back choir... so sad choir become liddat... i see ms yee liddat i oso sad... i realli hope they can achieve our standard like b4... we train so hard for it.. i hope they can maintain it... i realli wish tat i go back choir will always see ms yee... arbo... it is like realli removing our memories... which is already disappearing from me... i realli miss secondary school life... regardless tat it is with my firwends, lover, brothers, sisters, teachers... i miss it so much... out there... i am like fighting the battle alone... there is no one to share my brden, share my sorrow.. den juz now tok to nicky den he sae he no mood... dunno wad happen to him... i realli sad tat he dun wan to share with me... i thought he will share things with me... maybe b'cos i nv concern so much abt him and we shu yuan le... but i dun wan my friendship with him to be liddat... T_T i realli veri sad... haiz.... bbut things can never be like b4 right... maybe i ask too much le... but i realli wish to noe wad happen to him...