Tuesday, November 02, 2004

okie.. lets continue... ya.. and wad... oh... ya... y cant ppl understand tat u urself might have sthj but somebody elsedun... if she have nv been lack of money before she have no right to sae anithing... i hav been strieving so hard for wad? it is all becos of all those stupid [projects which i nv get As for... (juz becos of biasness?) i have to save for so mani things... D-cam... cOpic marker... books... materials... god damn... there is sooooo much things lor... and it is al for this course... peK... STress... den sylvia told me to improve on my drawing blah blah... and she told me to look out for the markets ... blah blah... for the Autumn winter collection... yeah rite... wait till she noe i am working for club 21..
den she ask wad i am gg to choose... i told her AD... cos i found tat i dun realli like the way merchandiser work... it seems to be like those managers on selling floors... i dun wan tat kinda jobs...
i want to be a designer... tat's wad i come in the course for... i do not come in ADM to be a floor manager... i am there to learn design... if i wan to learn merchandising y not i juz go to business? i think i will learn more there...
I live for my dream... she nearly broke my dream... she told me that i am more suitable for merchandising... is that true... i come to this course because of my drawings... my works... now she wans me to be sth tat i dun like... i dun believe anibody have the rite to choose my life.. i juz hope that to the end of it... i remember to perserve on to be a designer... not to becoming a merchandiser in the end... haiz...
den for the past few days... been working at Taka Sq... met Visual merchanider.. who is a graduate from ADM oso... and rachel... blah blah... been thinking alot working as promoter.. cos realli nth to do lor.. i dun believe ppl live so long for this job... if it is not because of the money... and it is short term... i wont like to do this job for life... den i got to noe this gal cres from wisma... she is onli 19 and she gave up her studies and she is living such life now... and there enjoyment mode is clubbing... i nv been to clubbing b4... if got chance.. i wan to go and see... wad is so fun there... meeting irritating guys who nv thk for their future?
k le... i go zzz continue nxt time... :P