Thursday, March 17, 2005

argh` wad i logged yest` didnt blog in oso` Y ish blogspot getting liddat` nvm... complaining aniway~ lalalala... slept my way thru yest since i got on bus... realli feel so tired... feel abit wierd without him around me when i got meet him n he didnt send me home.. which happens like once in a blue moon` he seems to be rushing me thru my dinner.. guess i was veri tired oso bahx... n i did sth veri embrassing... he fed me my dinner :X... argh` but tat time i was so blur... den at nite woke up le den think.. wah lao so paiseh... so old liao still nid ppl to feed... argh` den i miss my stop... lucky i didnt miss too mani.. arbo will be at punggol end... den i guess i will sleep there bahx.... den ask my dad to fetch me home.. :X budden forget.. yest dad at ubin... no point oso... haha.. den slp to around 10 plus liddat.. realli BTH le... cos my mum and bro ish soooo noisy... sleep until i headache.. zzz` my bro tok to the com when he ish on msn... so fan.. tok on msn still nid to tok to himself... kns... cant he see i am tired... den wake up eat abit of stuff... den online for awhile.. until dear call me.. den tok awhile.. slp again~ sleep until this morn.. got morn call 730 by dear ^^ den go to sch.. slack... buy stuff... go tm... buy stuff... go home... den watch abit of tv.. do abit of hmwk... SLEEP agian.. from 540 till 715.. haha... awake again` watch tv n eat... online... do abit of hmwk... hahha haven sleep yet bahx... haha... zzz` yeah` pass few days... nv realli blog cos bu shi veri busy arbo jiu shi slp... got blog oso... i dun realli noe wad am i typing.. cos it ish like 5 or 6 in the morn. when i haven got my sleep yet... yeah` sat went to Kbox with emi` love it... cos we continuously sang wevery song we dedicate.. until the food ish here... haha... sing Kbox with emi most shuang.. cos she wun complain abt my choral voice.. haha... to ppl out there.. i realli dun mean to sing so choral... haha.... ish juz tat the time when we had syf... i trained myself too hard` nid to understand all those choral technique b4 teaching sectionals~
yeah` den after k box went to dear hse to do my project... his com ish indeed faster den mine... save my time waitin' muahahah... yeah` while in the mist of doing project he told me sth.... sth on gg a gal hse to study on sun... -.-''''' totally sian diao... den nv realli tok le.. cos usually i will tok even if i doin project.... if i nv tok den jiu ish gg to my kao zhi bi mood` realli dun feel like toking.. simply moodless... do do do... i no heart to do oso muz do project.. the worse part... zzz` den dear keep on asking y am i so sad.. didnt tell him y of cos.. dunno how to tell him.. cos it ish like i noe he nids to study... but juz by hearing he ish gg to study with a gal alone.. juz dun make me feel good... (but shandy sae, if u feel good den got ghost.. HAHA) i noe tat sometimes studying may need a friend who u can study with to study.. den got motivation.. budden... haiz... sorry dear... realli sorry... i tried to brainwash myself with blah blah blah.. but... sometimes realli tink i am a veri bad gf... doing nth for dear` and create troubles... yeah` den after tat i told aiai online.. cos it ish like i ren for the whole evening le.. have to get this thing out of my chest.. den ai ai somehow ttold yi yi.. -.-... dun worry not blaming aiai.. haha... yeah den he ma shang msn me to sae he not gg to study at friend hse le.. hahz... den after awhile, mood becum better abit le` hmm hmm~ haha :X yeah` den sun morn dear send me to work with breakfast again! -.- dear... i dun hav eat breakfast de xi guan... my breakfast ish eating sweets! den went off early from work.. shop a while den go home to do project` den at one of the bus stop... dear gave me a bag!! ^^ but frankly... i dun expect present from u... juz dun spend ur $$ to buy me things... save up for ur own use bahx... like u sae.. 23 le.. bank inside not much money veri sian de...
mon dear went to my hse` hmm... tat gal called him... zzz` bu shi gu yi yao hear de.. but she sounds... XXXXXX~ Big XXXXX~ dear entertain her some more.. zzz` XXXXX :p