Wednesday, May 25, 2005

this morn dear send me to school, n he woke up as early as 5am to make breakfast for me n spend his time travelling to my hse` so touch` muackies`
den reach sch to see xinyi n vanessa` ... ... dear den throw me in sch` den he went off to gym with stanley (super violent guy` he's nuts`=p)
n first hand news (okies` it ish second hand` cos mama knew first` ) shandy got bf le` n he ish ALAN` wahahah... hope she treats my papa well` lolz` xin fu worx`
den had a draggy session with lots n lots of boh liao stuff` which doent even concern me` not a teeny weenie bit` all cheers n pollute my ears with songs tat are not like songs` n long talk by moses` yucks` cant he cut things short` he muz sae alot out of one simple thing de` y muz human makes life difficult?
den went for Apparel Manufacturing Process class... den we all were so happy to see each other` aaa.. all know eac other de` but ctually it ish a core` when we all suppose to attend` so nosurprise` haha... den we bug jacob (a new lec i suppose) for a 45 mins break` den went for our break while we were waiting for food` sheila dunno out of the sudden juz sae tat y i no $$ to buy clothes` HELo? cant i wear the same thing` do i realli need new clothes tat badly` den xinyi ask tat i got work wad... why no $? den i juz reply her` pay sch fees lor` actually it sish not abt paying sch fees oso` but everything ish juz so difficult to explain` so anybody ask where does my working $$ went to i juz sae pay sch fees lor` wad can i sae? i oso wan new clothes oso ma`do u noe how hard it ish` when u know wad the trend ish like n u cant keep up? dun like to explain to ppl abt money matters` my money ish my matter` i can do wadever with it` it ish none of anyone else business` so juz mind ur own`
den had a boring lesson listening to Jacob life` ish his name jacob by the way? ermm` i find out le den sae wahahahh` den he ask us abt iour ambition` well` i think we all wan to be designer` but` we actually was doubting` doubting ourselves` if we realli can do it` yeah` designing ish simple` but there are alot of hidden factors to consider` eg, colors, design principle` creativity` production wise` sewing wise` cutting of pattern` profitable? choice of fabric` method of printing... and wad so ever` can u see how much this course ish putting us down? we dun even have confidence in ourselves`
den went for christine lesson ` n ish CHRISTINE FOONG` but think she couldnt be too much as there were no VSC ard onli seniors` pray hard i will be good in her class` yeah` btw, the sub title ish Basic CAM (Computer aided Manufacturing). it ish a real difficult software to learn lor` from wad i think lah` it ish on pattern grading` n paremeter table n wad database thing` i oso not so sure` but noe how to use abit of the software la` den she told s she was trained a designer` but she also become merchandiser` i guess` it will work this way too`

well` good luck for me`

evening` dear come fetch me home` okie okie i not 6 yr old but still i need ppl to fetch me home` wahahhaahha` :x den we went tm shop awhile` den i shop until i no mood` cos no $$ to buy oso` thk abt wad sheila said i sian diao` suan le` i told dear i no mood to shop le` den went to my hse` den we went to walk pasar malan` den after tat his face black black` i think he thinks i am unappreciative of him bahx` seriously i dun realli noe how to be appreciative of somebody` cos it ish juz a habit` juz like i dun sae thank you to close friends or family members` cos it ish like a heart thing` like i noe u mean thank you` i am trying hard to learn...

after tat` told him abt the sheila thing.. n he manage to make me smile with his crappy jokes` n his theory of life n humans` love ya dear` muackes` nose nose`