Monday, October 03, 2005

hmm`

i found out tat singaporeans are damnf***ing bad` KAISU plus loves to diao nan TEMP STAFF` i hope their children will get the same treatment.. retribution`

T.T

my dearest xinyi jie jie, hong ying jie jie, qing mei mei, juan mei mei, chocolate mei mei going to china soon` and i haven met em up! oh no!

T.T

got NAGGING from mum again` i seriously dun understand mum` i did nth wrong oso wan to nag` for the past 2 days` i had been sleeping b4 egg egg go home` because he make me sleep so that he can study and i was dead tired due to the queues on week end... i think i am old le` cant take lotsa work...
and she have to sae me` y did i let my pathetic bf leave while i was sleeping`
wad the...
did i do anything wrong` wad the hell is she trying to control my life?
not that i want to mention` she had been trying to control me with my relationship with egg egg` if i had go her way` i will be quarrelling with egg egg every single day` i can always rem how bad she is to be when i first start my relationship with egg egg` i even cried to emily... plus lotsa tears during chinese new year` 3 days` non stop` she is making me mad... she always mentioned that i should do this and that` true that is she is my mum` buyt shouldnt i rule my own life` and i believe tat wadver is the case... i believe she will do the same thing or even worse den me when she is younger, at my age`

i MUST remember not to restrict my child, letting em grow with the right education, letting em play in playgrounds, letting em out with friends, opening out minds to em` giving right advice but not restricting em` i believe that if one is good is good`even how hard my mum tries to control me` i will be bad if i want to`

REMEMBER THAT!