Wednesday, December 07, 2005
sometimes i am wondering abt myself, 我能够伤心的程度可以到多少。。。
continously crying for 4 days.. make myself weary... pysically and emotionally...
i dunno how much i can cry... and how much things i can take... i really hope nth will happen to us... if so, i dunno how would i react...
i guess i have more time to feel sad den him...
sat he played soccer till 1245, n after tat he rush to my hse... for bbq`... and went home feeling very tired and plus he need to wake up eztra early in the morn... he fall right in to dreamland...
sun he went for marathon... and of cos feel very tired... with abrasion on his inner thighs...
pay $35 bucks for pain...
thus... i am to free le...
maybe i should work for more money...
now is yu guo tian qing... but reall afraid tat one day, he will not be tolerance to me anymore... and knowing myself... everything will become bu neng wan hui de...